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I can hardly get off of the couch. Today I lied. I told my husband I have a bad headache and that my body feels achy. I am embarassed about another day of 'laziness' and when he's home, it is entirely evident to him. He tends to be critical and disregarding of my behavior. The lie is how I fared it today. I feel badly about it though. I wish I were normal.
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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