I'm about your age, with a few of the problems you seem to have. I'm actually homeschooled, but I do get extremely lonely very quickly when my best friend doesn't have time for me. I start to think I should cultivate other friendships so that I would have other people to talk to, but the work involved in that seems so overwhelming, and I just don't have that energy. I don't really know how to help you but I do think I know kind of how you feel. I'm very sorry anyone else has to feel something like I do. 
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"Do not be deceived, Wormwood. Our cause is never more in danger than when a human, no longer desiring, but still intending, to do our Enemy's will, looks round upon a universe from which every trace of Him seems to have vanished, and asks why he has been forsaken, and still obeys." -CS Lewis, the Screwtape Letters
Teen with (probably severe) depression
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