Maybe my brain died and needs a jump start - like a junker car. Certainly works like a junker car. I'm wondering how many more med changes my pdoc would try before ECT comes up. But I don't think meds are working right now. I'm so tired, achy and down, and it's so easy to think of all the crap I'm always drowning in and vaguely wonder why I keep living. I can already see and feel my will to live wearing away again.
I guess I probably should call the doctor, but I don't know if I will. I have a follow-up appointment a week from Friday, might wait until then. But I'm thinking that may be a very unhealthy decision. I'm so tired of this junk.