Hi Talwinnx

I have been active in ACA for almost 2.5 years now, and the hang-up you describe comes up frequently in the meetings.

The best advice I have heard regarding this is to not get caught up on the word/name "God." Rephrase it into "higher power," "inner child," "loving parent," or whatever term makes it easier for you to identify with.

Step 3 is not about forcing yourself into religious dogma you may or may not agree with/believe in, it's about opening yourself up to the fact that you are unconditionally lovable and worthy of recovery and healing. "God" can be whatever you want to call it, some people even refer to "God" as "Mother Earth." Maybe doing some reading and thought about your inner child will help you find a "God" you are comfortable with - when you understand your inner child and what it needs, you can listen to it - it can act as your higher power.

I hope this helps!