Please dont give up hope.
I was severly anorexic for 25 years, and a cutter for longer than that. I was convinced i would never, ever recover. My thinking was so messed up, and being in the spotlight, i was always criticized for how my body looked. I didnt even see any reason to get better, but i wanted to- and thought i couldnt.
Yet here i am today. Happy and healthy. Something i was convinced would never happen,