((((((Canders)))))) I'm so sorry to read this. I know how you feel. In 1999 I lost a cat that I had had literally since birth. The cat was born a month before I was, and it used to sleep in my crib with me. She never left my side. In 1999, two months after she turned 19, she passed away.

I know that there are no words that can comfort you, but please know that you and your baby are in my prayers, and that she is safe as she passes over the rainbow bridge(figuratively speaking) to animal heaven. Please let me know if there is anything that I can do to help. You can PM if you need to.

Hugs ,
MG