I have tried all the at home stuff hot/cold.. Biofreeze etc nothing is helping at all.. Acupuncture is out of the question right now due to financial issues.

I spoke with my T.... Richard he has made me promise to stay amoung the living until I see him on Wednesday for our normal session. he along with my Pdoc are trying to get my GP to agree to some kind of pain med that i can use only PRN when I get in to a state like this, I do not want to take anything daily.

Hopefully something can be agreed upon, like really really soon.

Oh yeah, I took 2 steps this morning getting outta bed and my back is out and my sciatia is screaming .... Gah .. if I was a horse I would have been put down already.

Gentle hugs to all