Hello PC,..I've saw my new therapist twice. She unfortunatly after those 2 weeks is on a 3 week...vacation yippy? Right..I'm pretty bad at the moment feeling just horrible crying over nothing and just very alone. The two appoints I had where very hard. She is a very beauitful women but to me very intimidating...I'm so afraid what to say...being my 4th therapist I've caught on that therapists tell you bluntly generally and that scares me...because most of the time they tell me whats wrong..which I know...rather then help find a way to fix the problem.

I've not given up ...I see her August 1st...wow thats a ways away...I feel I'll neverr have a therapist who remembers me...understands..and cares. My last therapist was awesome I wish I still saw him. But he left =(. I dunno what to do. I sometimes feel therapy only gives more attention on the problems but hardly ever fixes them. But maybe I've not found the "right" on...altho my current T was shocked after finding i've saw so many at a young age in just a 3 year span. THat in itself brought me down.....

Dustin