Hi softbluecries. Welcome to Psych Central. I am sorry you are suffering from multiple challenges. Finding another psych doc or med may help. A friend got a thyroid check and found they had underactive thyroid.

We are all here for you. A therapist is waiting somewhere to help you come to terms with your life. Or someone you can trust. It is so much to resolve.

Feel free to private message me or any of the people here (left click on the name to the left of this post and click on send private message.)