I'm recovering from yet another Spring hypomania and i am struck by how i seem to be two people inhabiting the same body. One wants to socialize -- the other wants to be alone. One wants to spend -- one wants to save. One wants to bodybuild -- one wants to relax. One wants to renovate -- one wants to leave everything as-is. One wants to get up at dawn -- one wants to sleep til noon.

It's like being two different people working at cross-purposes. I can't seem to get anything done.

It's not exactly like DID because i don't 'lose time.' I'm aware of my different states, unless i'm at the height of my hypomania when i lose all insight. It's just like i have two totally different lifestyles.

Does anyone else feel like this?