Does anyone else who has been diagnosed with BPD experience or has experienced GD? When I was a child I remember seeing girls who were happy and wished I were them. I would constantly pray that I would wake up as a girl (in another family). I'm not sure if I'm transgender or if my GD comes from my lack of identity. I never had the urge to dress as a woman or wear makeup, etc. I used to look in the mirror and I was so sad to see a man. I have gone through HRT (hormone replacement therapy) some years ago.and live my life as a woman now and I feel better about my gender, but I still lack an identity. I constantly question if I'm truly transgender or just lost. I do enjoy living as a woman and I would never go back, despite any hardships I might face due to my decision.