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Originally Posted by KinkyGuy
In my youth I have lived in a highly dysfunctional family, my father beat me when I was a in first grade (later he stopped) but my parents fought all the time. This was the time when I have experienced something I cannot identify to this day. It came on sudden and it was as if there was a buzz in my ear and time got speeded up. It was a little similar when a movie projector malfunctions and starts sliding the film and the pictures got faster but unclear. It was somewhat unpleasant and quite scary at first, then after a 5-10 minutes it went away. I was reading about anxiety or panic attacks but it seems that this was not one of those. Anyone else had something similar to this? It had stopped for a long time but I am curious what it could have been.
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Hi, I'm not sure I can help you because I have never been through all that buzzing and movie projector thing! But my dad use to beat me too! He started when I was about 6, and stopped when I moved to Miami (less than 2 years ago)! I have anxiety problems, and I have panic attack all the time, and I never felt any of those things! But lately I had some hallucinations, I have been seeing people that aren't there, and I had some weir dreams, that I don't know how to wake up from them! Sometimes I don't even know If I am dreaming or if I am awake! And my therapist keep telling me that this can all be because of my anxiety! So I guess what you are having can be the "same" thing! You should try talk to a therapist! They might help you with that!
I hope that was somehow helpful!
Ps. I'm sorry for my english! I'm not from here.