I haven't heard from my BF yesterday. I think it was because he was very tense and worried for some health problems his father is facing. But I kept waiting for his call all day long. I didn't want to call because I wanted to show him I could do without him (which isn't true, by the way). In the evening I just wanted to howl and cry, but I managed to pull myself together, probably because I'm at my parents' for a few days and I didn't want them to see me that way. I still haven't heard from him, I know that's because his father has a doctor's appointment, but I can't help feeling abandoned.