((Sunny))

You must be relieved to be back in your individual sessions.
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Does anyone here tell your T if you are on meds?

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Not only does T know I am on meds, but he was helpful in making the decision in the first place.

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Do you reflect back like that? Do you ever feel your T knew all along where you were going even if you didn't?

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I do reflect ocassionally, but mostly try to stay in the here and now. I remember saying to T, "Well, when I first started coming here I thought...." and we both laughed together.

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Why do I want to do this? Is it a way of starting to say I am done and good-bye?

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It sounds to me like maybe you are trying to reconnect, not say goodbye. What do you think?

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I think I shouldn't take my med right before therapy

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I remember feelnig very heavy and tired one day in therapy and saying to T that I thought it was due to my change of meds and he looked at me and said, "I don't think it has anything to do with the medication."

Could you be flitting for any other reason?

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I couldn't seem to follow through on any topic,

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To me, this sounds more like therapy than having a plan and going ahead with all the pieces nicely laid out. Maybe your subconscious couldn't tell you what it needed to say.

Well, it sounds to me like your therapy is ready to take a deeper turn now that the divorce discussions are moving away. And is also sounds like you and T have a great relationship to do that work. This happened with me after dealing with the initial famly crisis that brought me there in the first pace, and it has been very dynamic recently.

Good luck.