I'm pretty sure I must be the Black Sheep of my family. For some years things seemed pretty good between me and my older sister. Not perfect but fairly ok. But then her daughter took an instant dislike for me. I'd travel the hour or so to visit my elderly mother and my niece wouldn't speak a word to me. Throughout the years any time my niece was around she wouldn't even say "hi." I did try to converse with her at times but it was no use; she had no interest in talking with me at all. She just blatantly ignored me. I'll have to add to this message later. More years have passed and it's gotten done to the point where I've no relationship with my sister even. I'm almost all alone in this world. I feel angry but I also feel very sad. I could of had a pretty big family in my siblings, my sons but it has not turned out that way at all. Now I have just about no family. I only have my 2 sons and the 1 son I talk to over the phone; I don't actually get to see him since I moved away. I live in a neighboring state from him. However we are still close.