So on the 23rd July I collected a letter from my mental health clinic. The thing is it's about me needing to have 2 days off from work a week and limiting my hours because apparently I am manic and need to slow down. But in my works eyes I am now more confident, mature and very on the ball compared to my depressive episode. It's now the 28th and I still haven't given it to my boss. I am afraid of what they would say to me. But more afraid of being sectioned as my pdoc mentioned "You're going to end up in hospital". I haven't had a day off in 21 days and I am still going. I will keep on going. All I am doing is covering sickness and my work needs me. I don't want to disappoint them. I am working into my 4th week now.
What do.
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Bipolar affective disorder 2
Possible cptsd not yet dx
Seroquel 300mg
Lithium 600mg
Propranolol 30mg
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