I agree with Big Poppa,
you are just doing you am not sure if you are a female or male but I was the same way growing up. Well in a way, I first had sex at the age of 19 after that I went off to join the service. Once in school for the job I would be doing in the military I started having sec again with any guy who wanted and was willing to have sex with me. After a while I started to feel disgusted with myself thinking, "why am I doing this?" Years went by and I finally got married but after having two kids and five years in we divorced. I cheated on my husband with a friend of ours who also has a foot fetish and is into BDSM. I as well am into BDSM I can recall being 12 years old watching the movie "FEAR" and getting so sexually aroused by Mark Wahlberg pinning Rees Witherspoon against the wall as her choked her. Then I would think about being choked by someone at night as a little girl in my bed and would get turned on. My new boyfriend and now boyfriend understood that about me. I on the other hand am having a hard time understanding his foot fetish and feel worthless because I don't understand it. More years went by though and I found out that because of my childhood the reason I had sex so much during my 20's was because of my experiences growing up and the things I saw (not referring to the movie) at least this is what I was told by my counselors that I am currently talking to because I have a lot of emotional stress going on right now. So like I said I can kid of relate to what you are going through and I would love for us to be friends that way you can help my get a better understand of foot fetish. I hope to hear from you soon HautedMachine.

R/s
Mahal Kita