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Originally Posted by Ad Intra
Disclaimer: I don't have PTSD, but I come on this section a lot because I have trauma concerns .
1. I don't feel like any of it happened. I feel like when I tell someone about the abuse I'm lying. Sometimes I just feel like I read it in a book.
2. If my trauma was real, then it's not valid. Sometimes I feel like my trauma isn't valid because I was never in a war
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I have had nightmares about the Holocaust for 30 years.
I was born 29 years after WW2 ended.
The majority of the people tell me that because I was not
there...or alive during the war...that it is all just
in my head.
by the Third Reich over and over
again for 30 years. Some times I will read at a much later date
that what I witnessed was accurately true... I will
be given dates, places, calendars to look.at in my nightmares.
How can I be the author of these emotions?
I feel like I am living in a war zone.
I was r**** and molested for 7 years by a male physician.
3 years later the Holocaust nightmares began.
I was diagnosed by my therapist with PTSD.
I will have flashbacks when I am giving a lecture
when I am teaching class.
Then I will go to sleep and have 4-5 nightmares in a night.
If people witnessed all that I have, would they believe
it's just all in my head?
Maybe you are a "sensitive."
You can sense energy that most people cannot?