I should say that she felt I was evil for some good reasons. Our family was very abusive and there was a lot of anger and resentment between us for a long time and I said and did things that I'm still ashamed of. Once we got in a fight and I even slapped her, something I'm completely horrified by now. There was so much hurt that came from her but some came from me. Which means that we're talking about totally different situations now that I'm being more honest.

Sorry, I didn't think I was wasting your time but now I think I may have been.