I'm so sorry to hear that, Eden. I'm about to go enter my senior year of high school, and I fear how well I'll be able to hold up myself. I'm homeschooled, but that doesn't at all mean that I don't have many subjects that I need to work hard in to complete. I have one friend supporting me, even helping me with schoolwork actually. I guess all I can really say is that finding even one person to let into your life can make a world of difference. Best of luck to you.