i havent SI in a long time. years. i struggled with it a lot since i was a teenager. im 28 now. my T would sometimes look at it and sometimes not. since i met my T in a residential treatment program it would get looked at by nurses and the pdoc. T would ask me if i felt better after i did it. i cant really remember much else. i struggled with it the most in my teens when i was with my former T (the bad one). i saw him for 5 years before things went...bad. the first time my old pdoc saw it, he called my mom into the room and made me show her. that was soooooooo humiliating. i had just turned 16