^^This is true for me, too. I just got out of the hospital again because the delusions came back...this time I was also experiencing paranoia. I believed the delusions were true the first couple of days in the hospital, but at the same time I didn't want to describe my delusions or paranoia to the staff or patients because I guess I knew that they would label me as weird or crazy.

Does anyone experience your delusions becoming more and more complex if left untreated? For me, what started out as me believing in my power of mind control eventually led to me listening to the walls for humming sounds because I believed little entities that came from other people's minds who were looking for musical inspiration hid inside the walls and they were trying to steal my music ideas and that they had already stolen many songs from me that most of us are very familiar with but at the time I was convinced that they songs were originally my idea and these creatures had stolen them from me. I believed I was the planet's goddess of music and that I'd been reincarnated throughout the centuries so that even older music that came out before the year I was born was still stolen from me, just in a past life. Basically I thought I was the creator of music. I was really paranoid and panicking because I didn't want my songs stolen from me before I had a chance to copyright them. Eventually I realized a way to "cleanse" the walls of these entities called Hummies by placing my forehead against the wall, putting one of my songs in my head to make the Hummies concentrate toward my head...and before they could steal the music I would bang my forehead against the wall, and that would temporarily get rid of them in that particular wall.

They started me on an anti-psychotic the first day I arrived and within a few days the delusions and paranoia dissipated.