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Old Jul 28, 2015, 11:14 PM
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I'm going into my senior year of high school, I'm homeschooled by the way, I'm hiding depression from my parents, I have a ton of subjects I need to do, a best friend willing to guarantee I make it through if I let him help me learn, but I am just terrified of it honestly. I don't know if I'll be able to keep up. I am barely hanging on this summer and I only have two school subjects. One of which I haven't even touched in over a month. Don't mention the piano homework I was given for the summer, and also haven't touched. I don't know how I'm going to make it through this coming school year, even with my friend's help, and his promise, which I hope dearly he finds he can keep.
There isn't much advice anyone can give me really. I guess what I'm really looking for is empathy. I feel like I look for empathy a lot. I hope that doesn't make me a bad person. I feel like it does. I don't know. I'm just very scared.
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Teen with (probably severe) depression
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