I feel lonely so incredibly quickly. It's pathetic. I'm way too clingy. I should be able to cope with a few hours alone, damnit. When I'm alone there's no one to argue against the voices in my head that make up my depression. They get to me extremely quickly. I hate being alone now, even though I'm an introvert who used to crave alone time before. As an aside, when I typed "I hate" up above there, my fingers automatically typed the word "myself" just after it, because apparently I type those three words together so often that it's instinctual. I am a mess. I hate myself. I hate how quickly I get lonely. I am pathetic.