Your username says you've made it another day, another day of what? New chapters in your life.
Hey man, being concern about your future is good, but being negatively concerned won't make it change, but instead decline for the worse. You are aware about that don't you?
You will never know what awaits you everyday, whether it be good or bad, it just unfolds in front of us unexpectedly. I hope you'll do consider weeding out the threats that your mind is trying to impose or mislead you, because it will never totally happen unless you follow it.
Don't just throw in the towel yet!