What that is called is fear of the unknown. Everyone on the planet is at risk of not making it and having to depend on others.. the diffrence? You are aware a bit, You have a treatable illness that you can be proactive about.

Bipolar doesn't mean your dreams can't be reached, You can indeed have it all. Work on learning way to stay healthy and moving forward.

Don't let Bipolar become a blod sucking monster, It's just a illness, along with every other lillness out there. It's all about learning to live to the best ability you can.

Enjoy life