We talked about it today... She always wants to look. How I needed stitches snd although it's too late she wanted me to go to the ER anyway to get the 2 really deep ones checked. How dangerous and deep it is. How I refuse to get stitches but I need to go when it's like that because deep gaping cuts invite infection/sepsis easily.. How she's worried about my safety and think it's severe enough to be scary and she thinks I'm in trouble and need more support. Scary snd humiliating. She and my pdoc are going to arrange for more support and practical help around keeping safe, checking my wounds, safety, and basic functioning with a social worker and crisis MH team. I feel embarassed.