The agreement between my T and I was that we would email instead of phone calls...The problem is I have sent her other emails and she never did answer them....I can't do this with her anymore....I can't stand the thought of not seeing her but this probelm is tearing me apart...........

I know its not her job to make me feel better....but she is the only person that knows about the DID and who I can talk to....If I keep going the way I'm going Im going to have to call a crisis line....Its dangerous for me to shoot my blood pressure up and thats whats happening....

If I would just suck it up and say big deal she hasnt emailed so what things would be a whole lot easier!........FP