Work eventually turned out to be a huge issue for me too, and I had very similar fears, but its like the previous posters said... Fear of the unknown, nobody knows what lies ahead, and negative self-talk all happening at once.


Me? I chose to be proactive, I dabbled with different work environments and circumstances to see which option would be BP friendly, because I was at that point where my T was talking disability already, and I mean c'mon I'm a 30 y.o single mother, I would never survive that way. Not with how social security is set up in my country.


These days I'm happy to report that reducing my hours, even though I took a huge pay cut, has helped me immensely. Even if the first few months were really wobbly because I had the schedule from hell.


Its been a year at my current job and I'm ready to work full time, so things are definitely looking up for me.


It could've turned out very differently if I just sat and waited for the sky to fall.


Find the path and the method that leads you to contentment.


Its possible