I don't think it's a good idea to let us check her facebook. It will make you feel worse.

Believe me many, many, many people experience this in life. And also many people want to die when they go through a heartbreak. But it is really not worth it. You will overcome this eventually. It will take some time. It will hurt. But the pain will fade away, one day. Even though you don't believe me right now. Nobody does at that point. It's important to let your friends know how you feel. Maybe you can do some activities with them to distract you from your thoughts. You are not alone