I'm so sorry she isn't living up to her end of your agreement, but please don't let that stop you from getting help. Your physical condition sounds dangerous. (I couldn't say "big deal" either about the email situation. I doubt many of us could.) Can you call your medical doctor? You may need medication to prevent your blood pressure from elevating for now and deal with the issue of her lack of response later. And, of course, call the crisis line if you need to. That is what it is there for.

When do you see your T again?

Take care of yourself, OK?