Everyone has given great advice.

I can understand your worry though.

My biggest worry is that I'm going to completely lose my mind sometime in the future (of course, that's kind of already happened, and everything turned out okay, sort of. So, maybe worrying about that is warranted. Lol).

Like trippin, I had to find a job that worked for me. I don't make a whole lot of money at my job, but it's a good job for me and my mental situation. Before the job I had now I was an HR person and sitting on my *** all day in an office was driving me crazy.