I have around 12 delusions and the medicine does not help that much. It helps with the hallucinations though. I think this is a world record for most number of "delusions" for one person. I still believe mine to be real instead of a delusion.
1. grandiose delusions- I control the world with my dreams and have the power to cause disasters.
2. The aliens are after me. Can't figure out why though. I have their thoughts in my head and they tell me what to do all day long. Sometimes they tell me to "walk slow" or "go catatonic" but other times its far more dangerous like "jump in front of traffic" or "cut or kill yourself."
3. The FBI and CIA are after me because of killing 350,000 people with my psychic dreams.
4. Thought broadcasting- There is a device that sends my thoughts to everyone on the planet! The aliens put it there.
5. Thought insertion- I have the aliens and government sending me thoughts that ain't mine.
6. I am a psychologist- This one is a delusion and I only say this because I actually know more than some of the psychologists that I've been to and they admitted it!
7. There are devices in my arm and in my brain.
8. That people are talking about me and my thoughts.
9. That my documents and everything I write on my computer ( all my private info) is posted on the Internet by some hacker.
10. Sometimes I believe I can fly and am a bird ( But this is due to my multiple personality disorder)
11. There is a listening device in my room.
12. There is also a personality who believes she's God.
How do I deal with it? It is scary as hell! I don't like being paranoid. But for some reason it is getting worse as time goes on instead of better with medicine. How do you deal with yours? What kinds of things do you believe in that no one else seems to believe?
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