Thanks everyone... this has been a long time coming.. and it is because I am healthier... I just have out grown the friendship - I cannot stay in the same place... not if I ever want to be truly healthy..

I am who I am who I am.. and I will be who I will and cannot be as I am...

and please, I am in a very senistive spot right now..

my T and I have been working for this outcome.. it is just scary on top of being so very sad.