School is out and I'm waiting for the next semester to start. Still, I can't help but feel like something is always going to stress me out. Right now I'm intensely lonely. All day. Every day. My best friend is out of town. My fiancé works. All my family and other friends are busy. I've tried everything I can to keep myself busy: video games, reading, exercising, writing, drawing and TV. Talked with my pdoc and my therapist. They can only monitor me right now. Every time I think I'm getting better, my mood plummets and my day inevitably ends up with me lying in bed, staring at my phone and waiting for anyone to text me. I though about hanging out somewhere else, but I figure I'd still be alone.

Any thoughts or advice is more than welcome.

TL;DR. I'm so lonely it hurts and I don't know how to fix it.