Ok, last night I had a dream about a friend with who I had a relationship. I saw him about five months ago and we spoke briefly. We were in a group so our conversation was vague and implied. This was the first love of my life. I hadn't spoken to him in nearly 30 years. Our break up nearly killed me and he remained angry at me for decades. I have dreamed of him three times since that conversation five months ago. The dream contained all the reasons why I loved him and at the same time all the reasons why our relationship ended. Again not a dream I would have had a year ago.