Alcohol was a great escape from the negative thinking, makes me high and super-elated. I just took it sips by sips to savor every precious drop, and forget about everything for a moment.

Comes to a night where I break out in rashes, and can't sleep. Then everything just hits back at me, worse than I thought.

Plus, alcohol is definitely bad if you use it as a gateway instead of using it to celebrate for a good cause.