I can't stand my mother. She gets irritated like if you ask her the smallest thing, the whole world is pissing her off. If you ask her, what do you thing of something, she'd be so annoyed; everything, everyone seemed to upset her, like the world owes her. She would tell how the guy in the grocery was treating her badly, the department store lady was mean to her etc, but the thing is, her face has this annoyed look, frowned deeply, talked loudly, and always clicks her tongue to produce the sound that indicates she is upset. If you tell her about that sound, she said she didn't "know" she had produced it. But how odd, she "knows" exactly how she's being treated badly, yet not sensitive enough to know her manners towards others! On many occasions, she would praise herself being smart, and tell you how you should do things, because she would tell you her "experience" and "knowledge", yet if you leave things to her, she would mess it up. I argue with her day in and day out. I can't stand that sound she produced, it's like piercing my heart. Also everything I do is not to her satisfaction. She doesn't hesitate to criticize me. The more this happens, the more I have no mood to do things, and she said, "well, I told you, you shouldn't have started doing it!" Im afraid I'm turning depressive, not to mention nothing could please her, which I gave up long time ago. People have parents that give encouragements. Not mine. My dad is always on her side. They would talk me down together, like I'm the one to blame, even though I have succeeded in working out things. Like what kind of parents are these? I sometimes try to tell myself, they're getting old, and maybe they feel aches in their bodies, and that s why they are moody. But my mood is affected on daily bases! I sometimes try to ignore what they say or act, but the result, nope, I ended up arguing, crying, and they, the same. Please, someone tell me what to do.
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