And the I'm avoiding a response about the letter. I really don't know why, but I don't want to open it right now. Maybe after this email. I know some of you think I'm golding onto it as my last piece from my ex-T. Others might think I'm in denial. My new T wants me to wait, and I'm following her advice for now. And I know some of you think I shouldn't follow new T's advice.

Any which way, it's not going to be opened yet. Before a grievance yes, but after the email outcome.