I think i am letting the greif overtake me ... and i tried to find "closure" by expressing how ive felt to these people, but when they replied it only made me want to keep in touch even more ...

thanks for the replies though guys .... I know there is no answer to what i was asking ... i just don tknow how to move on. It hurts my heart so much.

((((((((((((((((((sabau & mous)))))))))))))))))))