Genevieve,
I am more than happy to PM with you. And I know it doesn't feel this way right now, so I will remind you...those two pounds are good things. They put you two pounds closer to a healthy weight. Don't beat yourself up that you can't feel that right now...that's what all these disorders, ED, depression, personality disorders, do to us. They make us see things through distorted glasses. And that's what is great about places like this. We all can understand, so we'll just keep reminding you as long as we need to until it sinks in.
*hugs*
mj