Thank you again, all for your support. I'm glad I'm not alone in this situation. I haven't heard from "Adam" since he left which after I listen to all of what you've all said I'm not sure I feel too bad about it. And honestly hope he just doesn't bother if that's the way he's going to be really. No one may approve of this; but, it feels good... I started talking to this guy last night in a chat and talked to him again today. He seems very intelligent and all. He was born in Syria and I told a friend about this and she said how they behead people like nothing and kill women like it's nothing. Is my friend just being ignorant? I think so but not sure. And I was kind of told it was bad news and how I should stay away and not get involved. I have different opinions than this guy but we talked for like 4 hours or something on everything. He said he wants to help me with dealing with my illnesses. He told me how he enjoys %#@&#! sex with women and wouldn't normally bother talking to someone who didn't let him do that but how there was something about me he liked and said he was happy talking to me; which I guess was nice to hear and I did enjoy talking to a guy who seemed genuine and who was intelligent and what not. I'd like to talk to him in person and he agrees with that; but, we both agree we really would like to be friends and if something eventually develops than so be it but not to push it and what not. Opinions and comments are welcome and appreciated. Thanks, Danielle