I just cant take anymore. My bipolar husband is so unloving to me and the kids. Im completely isolated from other adults and have been for so long that Im afraid of any kind of social situation. My self esteem is next to nothing and Im seriously considering living in an rv in our yard to stay away from him and his yelling. Ive been coping by living for myself and the kids but I really need to be loved and cared about too. So, so depressed.