Mmm... So you are staying with him because he is threatening to kill you if you leave or some other abusive threat. You are more in danger in staying with the guy and putting your child at risk. The fact is, it is up to you to make that step out of this. I know its hard and seems scary but ultimately would be the best thing ever for you and your child. Please seek support in your area, you do not need to stay in an abusive relationship.