Know how you feel! It's scary to not feel real or that nothing you see, do or touch is real. For me, it was worth taking the Prozac and the Xanax to see if I'd feel real again! I did!

That was over 20 yrs ago. That detached feeling hardly ever comes any more!
BTW, what's wrong with being a happy drunk? LOL The more you take your meds, the less you'll feel that way. It's just your body getting used to the med. Everything will even out quickly.
Don't overthink it! "Just do it!"
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Psalm 119:105 Thy word is a lamp unto my feet, and a light unto my path.