I have a history and diagnosis of OCD. I was on celexa and klonopin but have been off them for a year at least. My life was going great, but since quitting meds I seem to let my emotions run my life. Im so sick of the cycle. Ugh

Ive been feeling guilty about most of my decisions lately. Nothing I have done justifies guilt, but nonetheless I find some reason to feel like I made a bad choice, or I was dishonest in some way?

Anyway the reason for my post, I've been applying for jobs like crazy and to be honest the past 10 months have been really rough. I left a job of 2 1/2 years in October prior to that I left a job of 9 years due to extreme anxiety that resulted in hospitalized due to depression/anxiety. Couldnt get FMLA so I resigned.

Anyway since last October 2014 I've had 4 jobs. I cannot believe it, what in the world is wrong with me? They are all call centers and I just feel out of place in these types of jobs? My current employer is the 4th job and I have not quit that one despite the fact that it is also a call center, I'm making myself stick it out as to not tarnish my job history more Plus I just started 2 weeks ago.

Another dilemma I'm experiencing: Everything I do lately I feel like Im going to get into some kind of legal trouble? Minor things like leaving a job off my employment application (I could not possibly list every job), Oh and yesterday I clicked on a Twitter user I didn't know who followed me and there were inappropriate images on the account, I blocked it, reported it and closed my Twitter account. I was pissed and wondered why this person even followed me? Also I Fear not filling out forms correctly or missing something on the forms (like forms that ask for financial information), Fear of getting into trouble for quitting jobs. I feel like everything I do constitutes some kind of fault or i'm going to suffer ramifications down the road? Im an honest person with morals but lately I feel like I cant do anything right? What is going on - Any suggestions? Thank you