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Old Oct 05, 2004, 06:31 PM
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Location: Ontario, Canada
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I know i'm good at sales, retail. That's all I really know how to do.

I know i'm good that that, I'm also good with animals, but i've tried to find jobs relating to that and haven't gotten anything.

My anxiety is situational, it's pretty much under control.
There is job anxiety, I did have a bad time in jobs, one that I loved I got blamed for loosing a cheque and I didn't she accused me of giving it back to the customer and she fired me. I stuck it out for the rest of the night but I was devastated. I knew the cheque was there, but I didn't process it as that because we had so much trouble with my registers, but I knew it was there...

I also loved another job I had at a health club, did housekeeping there but I loved it. It was only part time but I still had alot of hours...but I was sexually assaulted and harrassed by 3 guys and ended up quitting.

I know I will get a job again, I can't be pressured to do it though because that is causing more anxiety, in the past I applied for alot of jobs, even though I rarely got interview with the jobs that I did send out at least I knew I could. Without the pressures.... so I know i'll get a job again, it's not like I've never had one, but the pressures of it is too much. The constant reminders of what I don't have, what I haven't done yet etc.

Thats the issue right now.
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