well, its been quite a while since i have been looking/posting on the boards and this issue has been in my mind/heart the past few weeks. Oh its not me who had an abortion but one of my very close college friends. i have cried so much over this because i really don't know why she did it. she says because her doctor said her pregnancy was a tubal pregnancy and there was a chance if the baby didn't fall that her tube would explode and she wouldn't be able to have kids. the thing is: it that she lives far away from me so i haven't really been able to sit down and talk to her, so in my mind i have been thinking that she just didn't want the baby. she has told me many times that she could get an abortion and that she would. Im afraid she didn't want the baby and it happened. i know their was a chance that the baby was a drug baby so i am afraid she didn't want it because of that.
im not angry at her or anything and i am worried about her and i care so much about her but so worrried at the same time. she didn't tell her mom she was having an abortion, her boyfriend didn't go with her & didn't help pay for it. the guy who went/took her is an ex-boyfriend that she is good friends with her still well im just rambling as i said this has been on my mind and making me sad and all that