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Old Jul 30, 2015, 06:00 PM
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There is a booklet called Schizoaffective Disorder Simplified by Martine Daniel on the Kindle App. I haven't seen it anywhere else.

I went from BP to Schizoaffective BP because I was completely stable mood wise, but "could" read minds, influence thoughts, smell cancer, see spirits, etc for several months. I had a godlike voice telling me to kill my husband and myself. Even how to do it. It ran on a loop inside my head like a movie clip. The ip I went to said I was depressed with psychosis, but my pdoc knew me well and knew I was not depressed. If I had been depressed, I wouldn't have taken myself to the er. I was terrified that if I didn't get locked up I'd give in to that voice. I've been inpatient three times in two years because of that.
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