I had my session with my T today. Before my session I felt really bad that I hadn't seen her for a month and after today, I wont see her for another month. During my session I did not get to say everything I needed to say because an hour goes by so quick. After my session and still right now I am depressed that I only get to see her once a month or every three weeks or so and I want to see her everyday. I want to be in her life forever like her kids and husband get to. I am having a really hard time with this. How do I deal with "therapy depression"? How do I accept the role she has in my life and be happy with that? How do I deal with this intense attachment and transference I have with her? I feel like its is consuming me.

Sent from my iPad using Tapatalk